This article perfectly describes what I have felt since my (adult) daughter messaged me with an ‘omg’ reaction. I have cried at times this past week as desperately as I have with the loss of a family member and have also tried to analyse the intensity of the grief. Seeing his cheeky grin on MasterChef now, it is so hard to believe he has gone. Very sad and a huge loss to humanity. My thoughts are with his family and friends. 😞