Today I’m angry, and I want to open up my world just a little bit to you so you can see the darker side of the porn industry.
I have received word from a director I had previously admired for their focus on creating ethical porn that I would not be suitable for a porn shoot.
As with all actors, we learn to get used to being rejected; the fact is we’re not always going to be suitable for every project. Over my career I’ve been turned down because my look is too fake or not fake enough, or my hair is too long, or simply because I don’t own the right type of underwear, or because I’m too well known as a porn star. While it seems crazy, I view all those reasons to be turned down for a role OK.
But today’s rejection was not for any of those reasons. Today I was told I was not suitable to shoot for their latest production contract because I refuse to have unsafe sex with someone I don’t know.
When you think about any commercial industry in the first world, there are rules and regulations in place to ensure the safety of the employees. Most companies in our country are just not allowed to put their profits before their employee’s health and safety. This is thankfully something so many of us take for granted.