It is hard… I was married 22 years tried 10 times mostly lost my babies in the sack they fell out at work !!! Anyway unfortunately I went to the bottle and ended up leaving my husband who was therefor me emotionally and financially! I am so happy for friends and family who have all had kids !! Most are like my own kids 

It is hard…. I’m happy for my friends and family to be able to have kids …. I was married for 22 years and tried IVF 10 times and lost most of them…. And I feel helpless and it was so hard going to IVF TREATMENT  everyday and I feel like I’m not a female like I’m a woman and I can’t give my mummy to love to anyone !!! Only my dog who now lives with my parents cause I’m divorced