I cut off contact with my parents 6 months ago. And I don't think anyone around me understand the grief and depression I am going through. They said it was my Decision or good ridden. But I feel like I'm alone on A small boat in the seat and there is nothing and No one around anywhere. I had to take this decision when my son turned 1 and haf years old and I asked my parents to come visit because they had not seen my son yet. I applied for their visa, paid for their flight. All they had to do was get of the flight and they didn't. My son is 2 now and they still haven't met him. I don't even know if I did the right thing. I dream about them every night and the guilt is so heavy, it drowns me. I question my Decision everyday.