Dear Shona, Unlike many other, I am one of the few people who understand why you did what you did. I too have lied about having cervical cancer, and it will take a lifetime to atone for it. I have Münchhausen syndrome that I only found out after my lie. I was even convinced in my own lie and that I was indeed dying. I will never shame you for what you did, because it's true what you say; You will never understand unless you experience the same thing. It's a work in progress, and I'm glad that you are better and still have your mother by your side. The world is broken as we are ourselves.. Take care. - A stranger who relates <3