I’m sorry you have had to go through this. I can relate. I lost my BF after 30 yrs of friendship to her new relationship. She wrote some hurtful things that were so contradictory to what she had always said about me that I just know they were his words. This was 6 years ago, right in the middle of a difficult time for me.  I’m still sad and think about it often, and wonder what might have been if ...