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For Lynette Dawson's niece Renee Simms, news of Chris Dawson's guilty verdict is only just starting to sink in a week after he was convicted in the NSW Supreme Court of murdering his wife in 1982.
She's rewatched the judge's final line again and again and again, just to make sure of Justice Ian Harrison's words.
"Christopher Michael Dawson on the charge that you did murder Lynette Dawson, I find you guilty," the court was told after a five-hour long judgement.
Renee has no memory of hearing Justice Harrison say it in the courtroom, where she sat a mere metre away from the man who murdered her loved one.
That day is now a blur.
Here's Renee speaking to The Project after the verdict. Post continues after video.
This verdict has been 40 years in the making, with her family tirelessly fighting for justice for the young mother, nurse and childcare worker who seemingly 'vanished' into thin air from her life and home on Sydney's northern beaches.
Now, finally, her murderer is behind bars. But they take no glee in that.
"It's not exciting. We take no joy in watching him be taken away and put in handcuffs. There's no real winners. We don't win, we don't get Lyn back. The Dawson side of the family didn't win. It's a really strange emotion," she told Mamamia.