Warning: This post is NSFW.
There’s nothing like having a baby to slow down your sex life. Whether it is the sleep deprivation, the breastfeeding or just the lack of time; most couples go through an adjustment phase when it comes to intimacy in those early months, and even years, of raising tiny humans.
One very upset mum currently in that adjustment phase, published a deeply personal post to an online parenting group, after discovering her partner had been masturbating while she was asleep. The breastfeeding mum of a one-year-old, explained that while she often felt too tired for sex, she had tried to instigate it with her partner who also said that he was ‘too tired’. His confession of secret midnight masturbation sessions therefore, really hurt her self-esteem.
As soon as her post went live, the responses started coming in and while most were ambivalent, telling the mum that it was ’100% normal’, a few were helpful and a few unkind, getting one particularly unsympathetic mum, kicked out of the group.
Mamamia spoke directly to the mum, who wanted to remain anonymous, to see how she felt after sharing her honest thoughts on post-baby couple-sex dilemmas.
“After reading hundreds of comments from other mums, the overwhelming majority reassured me that his actions were completely normal. I understand that men in relationships masturbate privately for many reasons, and perhaps it increases after having a baby, as like me, many of the women spoke of being ‘too knackered’, ‘too busy’ or ‘too sore’ for sex.
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We've been in a very similar situation following the birth of our first child and my subsequent PND and anti-depressant medication resulting in my libido being basically non-existant for close to a year. My poor hubby even got to the point where porn and masturbation just weren't getting the job done so to speak. I'd tell him to go find a prostitute or some other option but as he'd say "I just want my wife".
Things have been 'looking up' for us recently (thank god!) but I know he still has a bash to some porn a couple of times a week, at least.
And as for her feeling rejected coz he's 'tired'... is it just me who totally understands that watching some porn and getting yourself off is a lot less work and effort than loving and caring intercourse with a partner?? He probably just wanted the release of the orgasm without the foreplay and having to think 'is this working for her?', 'maybe I should try this' and also, she's just getting back into the swing of things I'm sure he's more than a little concerned about fk'ing that up for himself again. Maybe he changed his mind, I've done that, hubby tries to start something, I shut him down then a few hours later I've got mr buzzy out coz I don't wanna wake him when he's got work the next day.
Does it make him selfish? Yeah probably a little bit but there's so many worse ways he could've handled the situation and no one is getting hurt. The fact that he felt guilty about hiding it from her is a good thing, again, imo anyway.
There are 2 types of men. Those that admit they look at porn and liars.
Relevance to this discussion...?
Because this woman is complaining that her man has the audacity to act like a man.
If you buy a cat you don't go back to the pet shop and complain that it says meow.
The masturbation/rejection of sexual advances seems to be the bigger issue for the OP, rather than the porn per se. Indeed, "acting like a man" is also equated to being up for sex, all the time - so her husband's behaviour is somewhat discordant with what society tends to equate to "manly" behaviour.
Porn has uncontroversially become more harmful, violent, degrading and debasing of women. Not to mention the proliferation of it and ease of access. It is associated with the vast majority of sexually sadistic and abusive crimes against women. It is teaching our young people perverse and destructive norms of sexual behaviour. Defending it as “normal” is disgusting. It should be abolished.