I’m going to bed early tonight because I’m reading a really great book and I want to finish it.
This is a particularly pleasing prospect because it’s been strangely lacking in my life recently. You know when you go through one of those odd dry patches with books and just can’t find anything that feels right?
I go into my local book shop and the library and walk around wringing my hands. Anna Karenina? Jill Mansell? Aristotle? Ali Smith? It’s overwhelming.
Then I walk out with nothing.
I ask friends and none of their suggestions appeal. I look at all my shelves of unread books and remember yet again why I never quite fancy any of them.
It’s so maddening because I’m bitterly aware that I’m never going to be able to read everything I want to, so wasting good reading time is a crime.
It started because I finally OD-ed on my beloved mid-20th century women novelists. I read about 15 in a row and suddenly couldn’t stand the thought of any more coolly restrained renditions of tumultuous emotions.
Passion withheld across porcelain tea cups.
So I decided I needed something completely different and got sucked in by all the Samuel Johnson award-winning hype around H is for Hawk.
I found it N for Neurotic, T for Tedious and R for Repetitive. She’s constantly losing the fucking bird and tearing through brambles. It really gave me the pip.