Laura Dove had three miscarriages before she had her first son, Lewis, in 2004.
Lewis was just the beginning of what Laura had always hoped for; a healthy and loving family.
But, the 36-year-old British mother would then go on to endure a living hell in desperate hope for another child.
In talking to The Sun and Mercury Press, Laura said that she miscarried all her babies between the first six and 12 weeks of pregnancy.
“When I first miscarried, I couldn’t tell anything felt different,” she said. “It was heartbreaking to lose the babies, but we were still quite optimistic at that point. We were so young, we just thought we’d try again.”
But Laura’s optimism about having a second child was almost shattered when she fell pregnant, and then lost, her baby boy Joseph.
It was at 36 weeks, during one of the fortnightly scans, Laura was told Joseph had died.
“We [Laura and her husband] were both completely numb and went into autopilot.
“I naively thought that we would do a caesarean, but I was told I would be in induced…
“I didn’t think I would be put through all that. But they had to think about what was safest for me.”
After the passing of Joseph, Laura fell into a horrific depression and also suffered as her marriage ended.
Mia Freedman talks honestly about dealing with the heartbreak of a miscarriage. (Post continues after video.)