Meet Erin Williams.
Erin was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes at 11 years old.
Type 1 diabetes means that the pancreas stops making insulin, which means that the body’s cells cannot turn glucose into energy. In order to stay alive, those with type 1 diabetes must have up to four insulin injections daily.
They must also test their blood glucose levels several times during the day. This type of diabetes can occur at any age and cannot be prevented.
By the Erin she was 14, she was tired of the endless insulin shots and the strict diets she was forced to stick to. She was tired of saying no to cake and soft drinks at birthday parties. She was tired of being different to her classmates.
And so one day, she simply decided to stop taking her insulin.
When she woke up the next morning, she felt fine. Nothing drastic happened to her health overnight. Encouraged by this result, Erin continued to restrict her insulin intake and ate pretty much whatever she wanted.
Without the required amount of insulin to process glucose, Erin’s body began to burn through fat and muscle.
She lost weight.
A lot of weight.
And her classmates and family friends began commenting on her weight loss; telling her that she looked fantastic. Encouraged by the comments, Erin continued to skip the daily doses of insulin that were prescribed to keep her alive.
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My name is Emilee and I've been type 1 diabetic since I was only a year old. I developed anorexia at age 11, bulimia at 16, and diabulimia a year later. My life completely fell apart because of my eating disorder. I felt so sick all the time and I felt like no one understood. There is not nearly enough awareness and resources for diabetes and eating disorders. I felt completely hopeless.
But part of me still believed that recovery was possible. It had to be - I couldn't keep living as I was!! Long story short, I am in a much better place now and would consider myself fully recovered! That’s why I founded a non-profit organization called DieOrBeatThis (www.dieorbeatthis.org) to provide the much-needed support and resources for diabulimia and the combination of diabetes and eating disorders. I just wanted to share it so people can see they are not alone and can access the resources provided!
I'd just like to point out that when you say "just take your medication" to someone with diabulimia, it's exactly the same as saying "just eat a hamburger" to someone with anorexia. Not only is it offensive, but shows a general lack of understanding on the subject.
As a sufferer myself (although not knowing there was a name for this disorder until quite recently) I want to point out that it isn't a choice. The mental complications that are present with any eating disorder are still present with diabulimia, and in many cases the disorder will have originated from another ED such as anorexia/bulimia nervosa. I doubt many people understand that those ED thoughts are absolutely horrible, and are tormenting to deal with on a daily basis. People who have diabulimia don't want to have it, and did not choose to have it - just like any other eating disorder, it takes an incredible toll on the individual's life.
And speaking of not understanding the disorder, many cases also arise from the stigma associated with diabetes = individuals being overweight - again due to most people not being educated about the difference between type 1 and type 2 diabetes. If you don't know the difference between these I suggest you read about them before not only commenting here, but commenting on (or making jokes about) diabetes under any circumstances.
Calling someone selfish or irresponsible for having diabulimia isn't going to encourage them to seek help for their mental disorder - please stop talking until you fully understand the subject matter.