“I’d stand there, trying not to hear [my mum] as she went on and on, my whole body shaking inside.”
Laura never invited friends over for fear they would find out her secret – her mum wasn’t like other mums.
“My mum would go on a vitriolic diatribe about my dad until spittle fell on her chin.”
In her mid 30s Laura began suffering from migraines that landed her in bed for days at a time.
At 40, Laura developed an autoimmune thyroid disease.
Next thing Laura knew, she was a heart disease patient undergoing surgery.
This is an excerpt from Childhood Disrupted: How Your Biography Becomes Your Biology And How You Can Heal, a book by Donna Jackson Nakazawa that looks at the complicated, though very powerful, connection between the brain and the body.
A connection best seen in the way childhood trauma changes brain development.
The size and shape of the brain is affected.
The cells are impacted.
The DNA itself is also changed.
These are all due to traumatic events experienced during childhood. The potential problems resulting from these changes aren’t solely psychological – they can be physiological too. Research has found traumatic childhood experiences can lead to a greater risk of cancer and autoimmune disease, as well as a shorter lifespan in those affected.
A large-scale epidemiological study by physicians Vincent Felitti and Robert Anda looked to the childhood trauma of 17,000 participants and analysed the physical problems they faced later in life.
By measuring the rate of Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs), which are chronic, unpredictable and stress-inducing situations children face, they found a “surprising” correlation between the amount of ACEs and the potential for health problems later in life.