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In 1981, Harold, Tina, and their baby Holly vanished. 40 years on, just one of them was found alive.

When Harold Clouse announced that he, new wife Tina and their baby girl Holly Marie were leaving their home in Florida to make more money in Texas in the late '70s, his mother Donna Casasanta could never have known that was the start of a painful 42-year ordeal to find them.

Harold, a keen cabinet maker, wrote letters to his mother in the months that followed, but by October 1980, the letters stopped. Casasanta received no further contact from the young couple and the following year, reported them missing.

The only clue Casasanta had about Harold, 21, and 17-year-old Tina's whereabouts came when she received a random, anonymous phone call from a man claiming to have found their car in California.

Then, three women dressed in all-white robes, met Casasanta at the Daytona Speedtrack, where the one calling herself "Sister Susan" claimed that Harold had become a member of a cult and wanted a clean slate away from his old life. 

The women apparently told a confused Casasanta, "Your son don't want any contact with you anyway, none of the family... they're with us now and he'll not talk to you."

Casasanta described the experience as 'weird'. She told the Houston Chronicle, "We really got frightened, and we started searching and searching."

In January 1981, a curious dog found human remains in a forest in Houston, Texas, but it would be another 40 long years before they would be identified as missing married couple Harold and Tina. There was no third body found, and no signs of Baby Holly.

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Four decades of waiting and wondering.

While a police investigation took place back then, the case eventually went cold and stayed unresolved until 2021, when forensic genealogy was able to positively identify the remains as the young couple whose families had been waiting decades for answers. 

It was found that Harold had been beaten to death, and Tina had been strangled.

Their baby, known only as "Baby Holly" from then on, had seemingly disappeared into thin air, leaving her family in despair and constantly wondering what had happened.

"Every time the phone rang, I think, maybe this, that [...] you don't want them dead, mind you, but yet you want to lay it to rest, you want to find out what happened," Casasanta told Fox 10.

In June last year, the missing pieces of the puzzle started to come together when Texas authorities shed some light on what became of Baby Holly after her parents were murdered. First Assistant Attorney General Brent Webster confirmed that the infant had been left at a church in Yuma, Arizona, by two women who proclaimed they were part of a nomadic religious group.

Attorney General Webster stated, "They were wearing white robes, and they were barefoot. The women indicated they had given up a baby before at a laundromat."

The descriptions of the mystery women drew a firm line straight to the Christ Family cult - a group that has been described by one cult expert as "one of the most destructive cults in modern history".

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Where is Holly now?

Alive and well - and unaware of her complex past and family history – Baby Holly is now 42-year-old Holly Miller, a mother of five living happily in Oklahoma. With help from the latest DNA technology and ancestry records, authorities were able to find out Holly's true identity and track her down.

 Holly Miller is now a mother-of-five living in Oklahoma. Image: National Center for Missing & Exploited Children.

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Escaping her parents' tragic fate, the baby girl had been taken in by a pastor and his wife, who adopted her and gave her a good life.

Holly's aunt, Debbie Brooks, said, "They were talking about adopting, then all of a sudden this baby's dropped on their front doorstep, practically."

On June 7, 2022, a shocked Holly learnt who she really was and where she really came from, and on the same day, was reunited via Zoom with a family she never knew she had. In a bittersweet sign, it was also the day that her biological father Harold would have turned 63.

"Finding Holly is a birthday present from heaven since we found her on Junior's birthday," Casasanta said. 

"For the first time in 42 years, I was able to come home and go to bed that night and actually slept all night. I hadn’t slept the whole night in 42 years, and that’s the truth."

What was the Christ Family cult?

Officials didn't release the name of the nomadic religious group who left Baby Holly at the church, but the white robes and no shoes description led some to believe that Harold and Tina had a connection to the Christ Family cult - an organisation that did not welcome children into the fold.

Rick Ross, a cult expert who has worked with the FBI in the past, told the New York Post, "There aren't any other groups that wore white robes and went around barefoot other than Christ Family, and the locality would match as well. The time frame also matches."

Led by Charles McHugh - or Lightning Amen, as his followers knew him - Christ Family travelled between California, Arizona, Texas and New Mexico in the late '70s and early '80s, and were spotted many times in Yuma in the '80s.

"The Christ Family, per its name, was supposedly based on the Bible, but the real truth about the group is that it was based on the interpretation as delivered by its leader," Ross said.

That leader told his followers that he was God's representative and made them give up their material possessions and become vegetarian.

"[Amen] was known for twisting the meaning of individual scripture, individual verses in order to manipulate and control his followers," Ross explained. "Very bad man, psychopath, hurt many people... the group just shredded families."

Perhaps the most disturbing revelation about the cult was their disregard of babies and children, as they were seen as "excess baggage" that simply did not fit in with their nomadic way of life. 

Decades ago, some Christ Family members were wandering through Santa Fe when portrait artist Joe Szimhart snapped their photo.

"The look was to look like nuns and monks and that’s why children were not necessarily part of the movement," Szimhart, who became a cult information specialist, told Fox 10.

The Christ Family cult wandering the streets. Image: Twitter/ Steven Hassan, PhD.

How did Holly's parents get involved?

Harold's family admit the young man had a troublemaker streak in him, always looking for adventure and living spontaneously and on the edge.

If Harold and his new wife Tina did become embroiled with the Christ Family all those years ago, it's possible they were told to give up their baby girl in order to meet the cult's criteria. 

Given all the factors surrounding the bizarre case, Ross has formulated a convincing theory as to how the young couple wound up dead and buried in the Houston forest. 

"My belief is that the Clouses decided that they didn't want to continue with the group," he explains. "They may have also witnessed illegal activities involving the group's drug trafficking, so at that point, they disappeared, but they were murdered, and I don't think there's any way to separate those murders from Christ Family."

Another cult expert, Dr Steven Hassan, adds that Christ Family was the only cult to match the descriptions given.

A family finally reunited.

Finding Holly safe and well was the light at the end of the tunnel for Harold's grieving mother, Casasanta, after years of convincing herself to "never give up" hope for her missing grandchild.

In an emotional reunion in November last year, Holly and her grandmother finally met in person, along with Holly's aunts Debbie Brooks and Tess Welch.

When she embraced them for the first time, Holly told them, "Thank you for all of your prayers. God kept me safe and protected all these years, and I just wanted you to know that."

Watch: Holly Miller known as 'Baby Holly' finally reunited with grandmum, Donna Casasanta. Post continues below.


Video via Good Morning America.

An overwhelmed Casasanta told The Independent, "She looks a lot like her mother... got her mother's soft voice... she's got her mother's voice to the tee. She also has a lot of Clouse in her; she looks a lot like some of my sons."

The journey of finding out her true identity has been a bittersweet one for Holly. “I am so wonderfully blessed to have a loving, faithful family… My heart is overwhelmed with joy and sadness,” she told ABC News. “Joy to get to know my parents’ family who have been praying and searching for me. Sadness for our loss of my parents and the time we could have shared together.”

What happened to the cult?

Now defunct, the Christ Family cult fell apart when its leader was caught by police for a string of crimes. In 1987, Amen was sent to prison for five years for possession and transportation of meth for sale. 

He was arrested again in 2001, and found guilty of annoying or molesting a child under 18. Nine years later he died at the age of 73.

The investigation into Holly’s biological parents’ murders continues.  

"What we need to know is who, and why, why, you know? What was your reasoning behind killing them?" Harold’s aunt Brooks said.

Feature Image: Hope for Holly DNA Project.

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